Showing posts with label other email. Show all posts
Showing posts with label other email. Show all posts
Saturday, August 10, 2013
Just the Ticket
Look out, I have officially shifted in to anger mode.
There is a venue coming to town next month I would love to see. Not something I normally do in fact.
My husband tells me last night that he tried on his phone (not a very good phone) to look up on how to buy tickets for this venue, but couldn't figure it out. He tells me we may as well go and why don't I figure out how to buy the tickets and of course I agreed.
Then this morning after thinking about it I have decided that as much as I want to go I am NOT doing the leg work here. If he asks I'll tell him, "You can figure out how to set up extra email accounts, how to sign up for dating sites and how to apply for and get credit cards without telling me. So if it were important for you to do this one thing for me I'm certain you can figure it out."
Until next time,
Jane
Tuesday, January 1, 2013
The Other Woman, Cell Phone, Email
Some of you may know the feeling you got when you found your spouses other cell phone or email. That sinking energy draining feeling of falling.
I had forgotten that feeling, I had become complacent because I have to admit that I would miss my husband terribly if he were gone.
But it all came crushing down on my the other day. He asked me to do something for him on his computer....even gave me the sign in and password to a new email he had to make for a particular site (a non dating site). Before I sat down to do it for him I had an errand to run. The feeling that sank into my gut as I was running the errand drained me. I had forgotten how horrible I had felt the first time I found the dating email in his "other" email. The email he had for 6 months before I found out about it.
I have been living in a delusion. He's been so good lately. To my surprise he had given up a weekly opportunity that gave him a chance to be online privately. The time he had been using to check his dating profiles, or make new ones. He had bought me gifts I had really been wanting. He hadn't bought me gifts in years.
Sure, I had fallen in to the luke warm, brain numbing waters of denial. I had fallen willingly.
But those awful feelings I had while running that errand. Later I found out that the new email really was new...only hours old. But of course that doesn't change anything.
Where do I go with this? I don't know.
Until next time,
Jane
I had forgotten that feeling, I had become complacent because I have to admit that I would miss my husband terribly if he were gone.
But it all came crushing down on my the other day. He asked me to do something for him on his computer....even gave me the sign in and password to a new email he had to make for a particular site (a non dating site). Before I sat down to do it for him I had an errand to run. The feeling that sank into my gut as I was running the errand drained me. I had forgotten how horrible I had felt the first time I found the dating email in his "other" email. The email he had for 6 months before I found out about it.
I have been living in a delusion. He's been so good lately. To my surprise he had given up a weekly opportunity that gave him a chance to be online privately. The time he had been using to check his dating profiles, or make new ones. He had bought me gifts I had really been wanting. He hadn't bought me gifts in years.
Sure, I had fallen in to the luke warm, brain numbing waters of denial. I had fallen willingly.
But those awful feelings I had while running that errand. Later I found out that the new email really was new...only hours old. But of course that doesn't change anything.
Where do I go with this? I don't know.
Until next time,
Jane
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